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Ever since she has found out about me cheating things have been different. There was a situation where she told me that she had a chance to cheat on me as well to get revenge but she said she couldn't do it. We had a long talk a while back and she said that she didn't want anyone else but me, but somehow I find that hard to believe. I just want to make things right with myself again and find someone else or let them find me. I'm trying to focus on myself and its hard being here with her but if things don't get any better I may just have to move on with my life and get clean and take some time to love and care for myself. I really don't believe her though. I've done all I can for her financially and emotionally but it seems as if its not enough. I didn't last two months out of there before relapsing. I can't focus on myself for worrying about her. Here lately she has had a sudden interest in losing weight and says it is for health reasons, I can understand if that really is the case. She is always happy when she leaves for work in the morning and comes home with nothing to say to me really. I've been with my girlfriend going on about seven years now and it seems as if we haven't really achieved anything. Then when it came time for me to come home instead of listening to the people in rehab about going to a halfway house I moved back in with her instead. I always catch her daydreaming when I'm trying to talk to her or she acts like she hears me. I cheated on her a while back and she found out about it and took me back. I would hear her in the middle of the night moaning in her sleep and talking to herself when we haven't had sex in a while. I've been battling a drug addiction for some years as well and she has stood by me even though I've put her through hell. I feel that she has cheated on me and she just wants to keep on playing games with me to make herself feel better for what i've done to her. While I was there we would write letters back and forth telling each other how different things were going to be. Even though I have a habit I'm still human and I deserve better treatment than this!! Does anyone have any suggestions? I recently went to rehab (not to get rest) to actually quit.added by Withness for Aylee on 13.08.2019 in 02:27
It is probably the blown out backgroundadded by Gisbert for Aylee on 05.08.2019 in 11:50
She's gorgeous and she knows it!